THUGS NEED LOVE

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 04:57:08 GMT

ok this lj is like fucked up & i can't fix it.

soooo

*4am_perfume*

HOLLER.

@bret'ssss

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 19:29:49 GMT

I MISS GOING TO THE CLUB WITH BRET & DANCING TO OUR SONG.

hell yeah you know we can *vibrate* ;)

beautiful

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 17:16:48 GMT

1&9

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 03:13:50 GMT

MY FEET HURT. never will i work a double again. prolly didn't help much that i didn't go to bed til about 5 in the morning & took dan to work so i went a half hour early. i cried til like 4;30 in the morning for almost an hour because i've gained almost 10 pounds. yeahhhhhh i was a little too drunk hahaha soooooorry dan. =]

& my mean manager made me cry today. well..sort of. i held it back cause i'm gangster.

happy get drunk & wear green day

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 21:17:42 GMT

haha motherfuckers you can't pinch me i have green eyes. =]

this is the only day i enjoy being a little WHITE irish bitch. :D

workin til 9 then i'll be out for the night, only to work a double tomorrow. 9am-9pm ohhhhhhhhhh yay.

this song gives me chills

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 02:25:29 GMT

Smiles and her laughter
its the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope its something worth the waiting
cause its the only thought that I ever feel real
thunder storms could never stop me
cause there's no one in the world like Emily

she's simple yet confusing
her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble
days seem like years in this month of December
the winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep
and never will I give up trying cause you're everything to me

I hope its something worth the waiting
its the only thought that I ever feel real
thunder storms could never stop me
cause there's no one in the world like emily
there's no one in the world like Emily

bling is my thing

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 02:09:57 GMT

mm went to the grind today, drew out my tattoo. it's soooo hot. =] & then we went out to eat @that sports bar. i ran into cathryn at the grind she showed me her new tat, its a heart w/ a little heart like attached to it, mikes initials are in the top one on a banner & 1.19.06 is in a banner on the bottom one. it's cute. &&&& that's about it for today. prolly gunna get trashed tomorrow in the name of being irish =] i get off work @9 so it'll be straight. there's a bar in clinton township that's letting you drink for free all night if you have green eyes. damn do i wish i was 21. =/

ok PAYCE

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 04:35:03 GMT

ahhh i'm getting tatted this weekend. soooo pumped! :D

& scared. i'm a puss what can i say. =[ don't like needles.

fucking sore as helllll

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 21:30:12 GMT

so me & dan went to red lobster yesterday...& i tried crab legs cause for some odd reason i've been CRAVING the fuck out of them & i've never eaten sea food in my life. needless to say i didn't like it. it tasted like dirty ass. butttt i do like fried shrimp. =]

you broke me. =[ ouch.

iiiiiiii gotta go to work now. LATA HATAS

I look way too good to be havin kids

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 20:57:28 GMT

i'm the new cancer. I LOVE GREEN.

BEFORE.

AFTER.

chyeah. "of course you'll be distracted when i spike the punch."

ok i'm done playing. =]

see this ain't none that you used to
outta the ordinary, unusual
you gotta have the mind state, like I'm so great
& can't nobody do it like you do
mir-aculous, phenomonal, & ain't nobody in here stoppin you
show no love, cuz you whatsup
look at ya self in the mirror like what the fuck
damn, I look good & can't nobody *freak it* like I could, yeah
ok I gotta lil fat? but, my shorty told me he like it like that
I'm happy, another me, there never can be
see I'm so outstandin, don't care if they can't stand me
I'm sittin on the top of the world like brandy

see I look too good for this necklace
& I look too good to be wearing this
you know I look way too good to be innocent
I'm conceited.. I got a reason

see I look good & I'm knowin it
but I was never proud to be showin it

JKKKKKK =] no seriously i am kidding. but sometimes i do wish i was conceited like that. :P

xxAgnT0RngExx: i am too u look way to hot withh it on
xxAgnT0RngExx: i know cuz im confiscating it
xemo lashes: no im not wearing it around you
xemo lashes: its mine
xemo lashes: youre just mad cause i look good in it:-P
xxAgnT0RngExx: too good
xxAgnT0RngExx: u look good enough taht hat is jsut way too fuckin hot

the concert is on sunday. =] going to see The Subways, my baby won the tickets off the radio. awwww.

hi, i love you.

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 20:11:53 GMT

.01

.02

.03

.04

.05

.06

.05=dan's emo picture. hahaha too bad i look like a creep in it.

I LOVE YOU.

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 04:27:24 GMT

i quit my job.

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 04:21:43 GMT

so i realized something very, very weird today. i'm not outgoing anymore? & that's just...weird. wtf is happening to me?

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 02:15:14 GMT

i work all week this week & next. everyday.

really not too excited.

ok one more

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 04:37:49 GMT

I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine

friendsssss

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 04:28:22 GMT

we so cute. :)

bret's face...haha i love it.

GANGSTADRAGQUEEN.

mr. fabulous shaved his head. :((((

watch your waistline. haha :P

my face looks huuuuuuge! wtf?! damn scarves. yeah we make fun. :)

black&white. now were classy n cute. :) i love us.

me & bret make our own fun on boring sunday nights. :)

bret is moving to fuckingnowheresville in wisconsin soon. :(

i'll love you right & i'll love you pure

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 21:04:40 GMT

just call me lil dixie dallas ;)

watching the days burn out like a cigarette
only a few drags to go...

i will wait for you
if you will wait for me

her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 03:40:24 GMT

the only thing that i've been waiting for
i hope it's something worth the waiting
cause it's the only thought that i ever feel real
THUNDERSTORMS COULD NEVER STOP ME
cause there's no one in the world like emily

i love you

clever composition in the honesty

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:14:38 GMT

soo i work all the time. & i sleep alot. well no not really. i always end up having something to do. it wasn't as hard going straight from one job to the other like i thought it would be. :) uhm...& this summer won't be so hard to get the place i want so so badly. cherie is gunna let me buy her car off her..white cavi. she said i can pay her in payments so like..100$ a month. not too bad.

wellllll i gotta leave for work in a few hours so i'm gunna go take a nap before then.

later.

AeroKing87: I KINDA MISS YOU MY STRONG LIL BULL
xemo lashes: i kinda miss my soaring eagle

bretttttt, you suck.

talk dirty to me

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 04:47:19 GMT

last night was ridiculous. i'm still hung over. :@

& i'm really really creeped out at the moment. let's hope it just stops.

oh damon.

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 01:59:34 GMT

pushaT301: have you ever had a dickens cider
xemo lashes: negative
pushaT301: lol
pushaT301: say that outloud
*30 seconds later*.....
xemo lashes: hahahahaha

lmao. that was rich.

so redbull & cappuccinos are my new best friends

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 20:05:25 GMT

uhm I love L. Georges. it's fucking sweet as hell. some really REALLY cute black man tipped me 20$ last night. :) & all the old men tip me good cause..theyre old & kind of perverted. haha..but they're harmless. it's tiring though...I don't get much sleep. I got back to Cheries this morning @630..didn't fall asleep until 9. got woken up at 10;15 by Dan calling me then at like 12 from SOMEONE talking loud as fuck. i haven't been back to sleep since cause dan came & picked me up to buy me a pack of cigarettes..saw matts car..FLIPPED THE FUCK OUT. & took me home..& i just haven't fallen back asleep yet. but i'm gunna go lay down right now. gotta work tonight @12..then tomorrow, i don't work at all..i'm gunna sleep alllllllllll day. :D

Florida. :))))) HOPEFULLY, by next summer. :)
I &love; you. :*

Hello, I'm your Martyr.
Will you be my Gangster?

I find myself choking on all my contradictions

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 23:30:18 GMT

I'm a mess. hahaha

I got a second job waitressing at L. Georges in Detroitttt. :) it's on west warren right across the street from Gigi's! I'll have to work midnights from 12-6 in the morning. but I'm confident I can do it. I start tomorrow night actually...I'll work there monday-wednesday & on the weekends. the weekends are gunna be hard though. I'll work from 12-6am then have to be to dennys around 9-10am. & during the week I usually work mornings on like...mondays & tuesdays so on those days I'll be working til 3 or so in the afternoon then working at L George's at night & I usually work nights from like..5-9 on thursday & friday nights @dennys so when i end up having to work on the same days i'll get off at dennys @9 then have to go to my other job at 12. so pretty much my life is gunna consist of work..work & more work. well that's more money to move my ass outta here. not to mention the 450$ a month i've been putting away since october. :)

why do the good girls always want the bad boys?

so I pacify problems with kisses & cuddles
diligently doubtful through all kinds of trouble
then I find myself choking on all my contradictions

seriously, i wanna have gwen stefani's children.

WHAT I'VE SUCCOMB TO IS MAKING ME NUMB.

baby baby baby

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 04:13:16 GMT

thats my babyyyy. :) i just wanna eat her! look at those cheeks. :D then there's tony....

i think we're just adorable sometimes

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 06:30:37 GMT

1)Full name: heather sue hamric
2)Age: 17 18 in may on the 12th
3)Their pets name? her moms got a dog named peaches and she has a turtle named elvis he my dawg
4)How long have you known this person?: 2 years
5)Are you related?: hell no!
6)Where does this person live?: riverview *fuck the police*
7)How often do you see them? not nearly enough
8)When was the last time you talked on the phone?? about an hour and a half ago .
On Myspace?: we send random messages sometimes. I left her a happy vday comment.
10)On instant messanger?: whenever were both on. usually everyday.
11)How did you meet this person?: kinda of weirdly at a basketball court when i wasnt even excpecting to meet her but i wouldnt change it for the world
12)What is their favorite color?: green
13)When will you see this person next?: hopefully tomorrow
14)you ever kissed this person? many times i could do it forever
15)Have you ever seen them naked?: hell yes
16)What is their favorite type of music?: emo lol u knwo its tru
17)What is their best feature?: her eyes as well as her are gorgeous she has a pretty smile too she owns me
18)What is your favorite memory of this person? the nite after teech fest at my house our first real kiss it was hot
19)What does this person like to do for fun?: go to the club with out me
20)What are your true feelings about this person? i love her more than words can describe we belong 2gether and theres no one else in this world id rather be with

*****

1)Full name: Daniel Joseph Brutto, Jr.
2)Age: 22
3)Their pets name? his dad's dogs name is Brandy & his moms dog is Bear?
4)How long have you known this person?: 2 years.
5)Are you related?: no.
6)Where does this person live?: "the dotte" as he would call it. :P
7)How often do you see them? as often as possible.
8)When was the last time you talked on the phone?? at like..6ish.
On Myspace?: uhm..idk we send random messages sometimes. I left him a happy vday comment. :*
10)On instant messanger?: whenever were both on. usually everyday.
11)How did you meet this person?: uhm, sort of randomly @ a basketball court. but i'd seen him a couple times before then. but never really "met"
12)What is their favorite color?: blue & black. i think :{ haha
13)When will you see this person next?: hopefully tomorrow.
14)you ever kissed this person? everytime we see each other.
15)Have you ever seen them naked?: uggh yes. sexy as helllll.
16)What is their favorite type of music?: hardcore & underground shit
17)What is their best feature?: his mouth is sexy & his butt. :P & his eyes are really pretty. :)
18)What is your favorite memory of this person? when we first met. & our first kiss..@ tech fest & it was sort of a dare..i guess? but we couldn't stop smiling. :D ...& AFTER TECH FEST! ;)
19)What does this person like to do for fun?: get fucked up? i guess. lame.
20)What are your true feelings about this person? I LOVE HIM. he's my only one..my other half & i'd be lost without him.

we made our own valentine's day. february 15th. & IT WAS THE BEST VALENTINE'S DAY EVER. :*